Still sad.....

Friday morning, Kadi called to check on the boys after hearing the news of a school massacre in CT. After the call, I went on CNN to see the most horrible details. 20 kindergarten students (6&7yrs old) gunned down by a 20 year old psychopath!!! He killed his mother, drove to an elementary school and killed 20 kids & 6 adults. My heart just feels numb. 10 days before Christmas... I just can't understand. I can only pray and I honestly am not sure what to pray. I thank God for my kids and pray for their continued safety. I pray for the families involved. The town, the school... The last couple days have made us more aware of the Hero's inside that school that may have prevented more deaths. God bless those teachers, employees & staff. I am just having a hard time getting it off my mind, as I am sure everyone is. We are home in NC and thrilled to be here... I just can't shake the sadness. God is waking us up to something. I just hope we can listen.