After a emotional morning call withTodd it continued with wrapping, finishing up shopping... Thanks again to my wonderful mom for playing with the boys so I could run around. Pretty much done, now to wrap, clean & cook :)) ah, the Holidays!! Trying to remind the boys it's about CHRIST.
We met Ian, Kadi & Tessa at chick-Gil-a and the 7:45 hair cuts for boys. Afterward, we tried our luck at Tanglewood lights... Still a line, just not as long!! Kadi went with us, boys had a great time. We even Face timed with Todd. On the way home Cooper started asking me when we had to leave (NC) and I said a week and a few days. He said, 'we aren't here long enough' I said you wanted to go back to have your birthday in CO... He said I always have my birthday here. He was quite the rest of the way home. Then at home I saw the tears. Bless his heart, he was trying not to cry so I could see him. I pried out of him that he is sad... Lord please don't let us mess these great boys up. I am scared to death this situation is going to confuse them. I wonder if we should pack it all up and go there to stay, so not to confuse them with going back & forth. I am going to continue to pray and hope we figure it out. I can't have them upset, I can't take it!!

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